Restraint

You know how it is when you know you can get something but for one reason or another, you just have to put some kind of restraint on yourself because you know it's for the best? Though it's so tempting to just grab and take advantage of the situation, you think, for once in your life, you're needs and ego can do without the trouble of getting in a complicated situation.

But then you think, what if there's something can come out of it? what if it's not just your ego that's itching for a ride? do you then take a risk or be the better person and just pass it up, and apply the cheesy cliche that if it's meant to be, it's gonna happen?

For the first time in a long while, i'm actually thinking about things first before doing anything impulsive. By now, i should know myself enough to predict the possible outcome of my actions.  For the first time, i'm finally learning from experience.

It's about time, too.